IT'S

MY

BIRTHDAY!

YAY!

for just one time, i want you to be scared of me not being yours..

i am soo not good at this whole "relationship" thing, if that's what you want to call it..i don't know. and see the thing that gets me, is that everytime i see him, i still get those butterflies..any advice would be helpful.

we lost tonight..it was rough..real rough..we deserved that game more than they did, and they still got the “W”..it makes me real mad. they are ranked #3 in the state, and we gave them 8 unearned runs. that means we made enough errors to basically give them the win. it’s so frustrating. grr..

i love my family. they rock. they make me laugh, and make me feel normal, and do everything that families are supposed to do. yay for families!

and that’s it, i’m sorry that i suck at updating.

molly anne J

so much for all that

I mean all that stuff is still true, it’s just..ahh! it’s frustrating is what it is. very very frustrating.

and Maddie, I am soo sorry about what happened. I’m sorry that I didn’t know what to say, I’m just not good with that kind of stuff. I don’t know..sorry

and that’s it.

“the worst part about being lied to is knowing you’re not worth the truth…”

molly anne

so this is it..I like him. plain and simple. I guess I thought I knew that, but these past couple of weeks have really proved it to me. He’s sweet, he’s funny, he’s nice – but he still picks on me every now and then – he can laugh at himself, he doesn’t take anything too seriously, he makes me laugh, he’s real cute, he smells good; I could go on and on but I’ll just stop. I like him.

I like Maddie too. she’s lots of fun. we had a blast yesterday, listening to spice girls and B2K, and Sisqo. haha, it was great. Oh my, and here’s the quote of the day – “INDIAN GIVER! you’re the kid in elementary school that was like ‘I’ll give you 5 skittles for a chip’, then you get the chip and hurry up and eat it, and then you’re all like ‘GIVE ME MY SKITTLES BACK!’” oh man, it was so stinkin funny!

So Zach and Cassidy are here, and Zach just came up to me, gave me a hug and a kiss, told me he loved me, and then farted. he is adorable, and totally a boy.

oh yeah, how could I forget. today starts the 10 days from hell. in the next 10 days, we have 10 softball games. obviously, no game on Sunday, but then we have a double-header on Saturday. that’s 10 games in 10 days. in case you misunderstood.

okay, so I think that’s it. I’ll try to update later, and not wait so long until next time.

chow!

molly anne J